I’ll quit in JANUARY; a brand new year.
No holiday stresses, I’ll be in the
clear.
But January comes and what happens
then?
The bills all arrive! I need help from
my `friend.`
I’ll smoke this one pack, it will help
me get through.
(But hey, in February, it’ll be a new
you!)
February arrives, time to set the new
date.
I’m ready to quit now – this habit I
hate.
A few days go by, but alas, what is
this?
Valentine’s Day and no one to kiss?
I hate this damn month, it’s snow and
its ice.
I’m lonely, I’m cold – boy a smoke
would be nice.
So March comes along, I can surely quit
now!
I go buy all the patches my wallet
allows.
I’m armed with my lozenges, fireballs
and gum,
I’m chewing on Twizzlers and sucking my
thumb.
But crap! I can’t do this. What am I
thinking?
It’s St. Patrick’s Day – it’s time to
go drinking!
And where there is alcohol and fun
smoking friends
Is there in the tavern – and there my
quit ends.
But hey here comes April! A new spring,
a new start!
It’s now warming up, I feel strength in
my heart.
I’m all set to quit now, got the
patches back out,
Slap one on my booty – my resolve I
don’t doubt.
Oh no, what has happened – it can’t
possibly be!
The first warm day’s here, it’s 73!
My co-workers are meeting for drinks in
the sun
And yes, once again, Nicodemon has won.
So May seems more likely, I’ll quit
before summer.
I’ll work out for my bathing suit
(feeling fat’s such a bummer).
Damn. I forgot that vacation I planned
-
Margaritas are flowing, my toes in the
sand.
You know that there’s one thing that
would SO hit the spot –
Just a few little ciggies (I like them
a lot).
Well June has arrived, and this time I
mean it.
I’m sick of addiction; I’m ready to
beat it.
I’ve been coughing so much, and my
throat’s scratchy-dry.
Everyone asks if I’m sick (“yes” I
lie).
Oh no – a phone call that all people
dread.
A close family member who’s been sick
is now dead.
Go to the funeral, everyone’s weeping,
I light up the cigarette I’ve kept for
safe keeping.
I’m far too upset to think about
quitting;
I’ll get to that next month (all things
permitting).
July comes along with picnics and fun
And lots of Coronas, outside in the
sun.
And everyone likes a good smoke in the
eve
While you gaze at the stars and enjoy
the warm breeze.
Well better enjoy it – this summer’s
the last
Since I’m quitting for autumn, once
summer has past.
(All August long I inhale the fumes
Smoke as much as I can as September’s
quit looms.)
Here comes September! I’m totally
ready.
My head’s in the game; I’m stable, I’m
steady.
I pull out the patches that remained
from the Spring
Won’t buy a new box yet (I’m on a shoe
string).
I’ll invest in new patches once I’ve
shown I can quit
Not wasting MY money ‘till I’m sure
this one sticks!
Back to the Twizzlers, back to the gum,
Back on the Q, my mind’s getting numb.
Withdrawing again, seems the 10th time
this year,
Why did I do this?!? I need a beer.
But I fight that urge and I really
behave;
I’ve earned my 3 days now, I’m really
amazed!
Oh hell, I’m hitting a tailgate on
Sunday.
I’ll just have a few and then re-quit
on Monday.
Well here comes October, autumn winds
blowing,
Winds whip through the leaves, the air
smells like it’s snowing.
Or so my friends tell me – I can’t
smell a thing.
My nose has been stuffy – wow – since
the spring!
Who cares about that, I’ll be just
fine.
(Since when have I been someone who
would whine?)
As for my quit, that’s not going so
well
I mean who wants to live with that kind
of hell?
I’ve decided that December 1st is my
date.
Why? I want Thanksgiving to be great.
I want to enjoy a long smoke after
turkey
Plus I’m entertaining – I need to be
perky.
OK it’s December, the month of the
quit.
I just don’t think I can put up with
this $hit.
The holidays are coming, anxiety is
high!
They’re closing the books at the office
– oh my!
Need a few more sales, put in extra
hours,
Can’t focus on me right now, don’t have
the power.
I need extra cash, Mom’s being a pain,
Cooking, parties and shopping, I need
my brain!
Can’t afford to be sluggish, or grumpy,
or tired,
I’ll ruin Christmas! I might just get
fired!
So I’m thinking of New Year’s as the
perfect date –
I’ll start the year fresh in a good
mental state!
So there went the year – time passes so
quickly…
Just realized I’m beginning to feel
kinda sickly.
Remember this tale when you put off
your quit
It never gets easier – you just have to
DO IT!
Jersey
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